Kendra Wilkinson and Hank Baskett is trying to patch up their relationship after the alleged tranny affair that the former NFL pro have been involved with. According to Hollywood Life, Hank admitted that he didn't how to talk to his wife to discuss about the incident. Reportedly, he is "afraid to lose" his family after his five-year contract with the NFL was over, he didn't know what to do with his life.

"I hit bottom. My greatest fear is losing my family. That's all I live for," he said. "I completely lost my identity. I started holding everything in because I felt like no one could understand."

In several instance in Kendra On Top, his wife is screaming at him trying to get answers about the alleged affair that he has. However, depression is reportedly holding him back to speak up.

"For the past two years, I've gone through a serious struggle with depression, and during that time I lost the ability to open up to my best friend, Kendra," Hank told Us Weekly. "I had trouble thinking of the right thing to say the right way, especially in a situation like this, where it's your word against someone else's. One wrong word and I could lose everything. There was a point when I felt I couldn't defend myself and there was no way for me to make it through this. It's an extremely tough feeling. But I realized there's no way I could ever check out on my kids and my wife. I'm not a quitter."

Kendra and Hank is currently seeing a therapist to help them cope up with their situation. According to People, Kendra is noticing that her husband has been demonstrating an interest in keeping their love alive.

"I believe most guys that didn't care wouldn't do what he was doing," Kendra said. "The effort he's putting in is proving to me that he does truly love me. I can sit here and say, just by being here, I believe he is fighting for me."