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In the season finale of "Lindsay," the reality show starring Lindsay Lohan that airs on OWN, the actress admitted to having a miscarriage during production.




While filming the show for Oprah Winfrey's TV station, the "Mean Girls" actress would refused to participate in shooting from time to time.




During the finale that aired Sunday night, Lohan admitted to why she would occasionally deny filming.




"No one knows this - I had a miscarriage for those two weeks that I took off. It's a very long story," she said. "That's why on the show when it says she doesn't want to come down, she doesn't want to come down, I couldn't move. I was sick. And mentally that messes with you."




While making sure not to reveal the identity of the baby's father, Lohan shared her conflicting feelings about the show.




"Watching this series, I just know how I felt at that moment and I can relate to that girl, which sounds kind of crazy, but I'm like, 'Oh my god, this is really sad. Who's helping her?'" she said. "There was a lot going on in my life then. I cried so many times watching it. Because I don't see it as me - it's strange. It's weird."




In addition to addressing the miscarriage on the finale, Lohan also talked about her infamous sex list which included celebrity names like Zac Efron and James Franco.




"That was part of my Betty Ford. It's step number five, or number eight. It's your sexual inventory and that was in my Betty Ford book, so that was really personal to my sponsor," she explained. "When I was moving and I was in the Beverly Hills Hotel there were two people there that helped me move. So someone took a photo. Took that photo and released that. And that's really - that's something sacred to me. That's not something that I'd show anyone, besides from my sponsor, who's also a very well-known person. The fact that happened was not only humiliating, but just mean - it was mean spirited for someone to do that."